Well tomorrow I get my fax of to the High Tech Crime Centre, slowly getting through all the things have to get done regarding all this b/s on my computer etc, have two full pages of computer denial etc. Tried to join freewebs again, second time, time before started loading the site builder and was still loading it about 15-20 minutes later, and the same thing this time. Had tried to register a domain name for the last couple of days, and similar problems as with everything else. I remembered today how last week I was talking to a rep from my IP service regarding trying to get outlook express working which wouldn’t, she said to me you have to connect to the internet first and could I please do it, I explained I had been on the internet for over the last hour. She then started to explain to me that it wasn’t possible, as there was no internet connection showing up. And they were my providers after all. All I know is I had been on the internet for over an hour. After about half a minute, apparently a connection came up. So where was I connected to for the last hour. Oh, and outlook express isn’t working again, back to saying error no. such and such again. I wonder why, haven’t they been able to hack into that one properly. Or will it just overburden them to have one more thing to stuff around with in real time.
Also apparently the lady from centrelink had been ringing over the last two days, I actually rang her today as hadn’t heard from her, she gave me the times she had rung over the last couple of days, and I haven’t been out at all. Didn’t ring here. Wonder if they think I have to ask them if its all right to wipe my . I have a job assessment coming up, I actually got the giggles about this last week, I couldn’t help it, was sitting here thinking about it and thought well I can sometimes get the place swept and half mopped in one go, and its not big, before I have to sit down in absolute agony, and then finish the other half of the mopping later. Was thinking like if I did cleaning would it be ok if I sat on the floor and did it, as a job I mean, as think would probably be able to do it that way. I miss working so much, it was such an important part of my life, to be self sufficient and independent, what a wonderful feeling it was. I did an Aromatherapy course a couple of years ago and wanted to do another course on herbalism, I know now that there’s not much use in even trying to do it. Now that didn’t make me giggle at all, quite the opposite. I bet I know one gangstalker around that will be reading this blog with glee and a big smirk. I only pray that it won’t be too long before its wiped off its face. Three fold I hope.
The usual hissing is going on, what would the night be without it. The usual hissing and the usual clunk from just over near the fridge. I remember one night or rather early am I posted on a forum, and put in the post about how the house at the back always had its lights on all night, every night, and how they were also up a lot of the night, would see them near the window when I made a cup of coffee. The next night their lights were off, I couldn’t believe it, I had been here a few months and never before had they been off. Was strange.
Last night I had said to me “there’ll be an inquest”.
